Today is heavy. Five years ago, my mother took her last breath. I can’t even believe the words I am writing. It seems so unreal. In just five years I feel like a whole different woman. I’ve experienced so many wonderful and horrible things without her there and that just breaks my heart. It scares me of what more is to come in my life that she won’t be there for. My mind always refer to events as “before Mummy died” and “after”.
As much as I want her here on earth I have heaven needed her more than I did. That she needed her rest.
To the most passionate, stubborn, guardian angel, I miss you so so much.
Thank you for filling me love, passion, intellect, and resilence.
Dorothy Muluba Musonda
May 14, 1965 – July 20, 2012